From My Heart!!: Did you ever love someone...

From My Heart!!:
                        Did you ever love someone...:                         Did you ever love someone who never knew? Of course everyone loves their friends, but with me it's differe...

                        Did you ever love someone who never knew?

Of course everyone loves their friends, but with me it's different.  I can't explain it, it's just...different. I saw her standing there pretending to be just friends, when all the time in the world could not pry  apart. She was never my girlfriend, but I miss her smiles, her advice,  kindness, the times i got scared of her due to some of my activities. I guess I fell in love with our friendship. Sometimes, when you imagine a perfect girl, you realize you've described a person you've known for ever .It was just you and me. Two friends. And then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours.

You think you know me well as a friend...You say you understand me...You claim you can read my mind, predict my moods, sense my feelings...So why don't you realize that I’m so in love with you?

Damnit! Can't you see!? Our feelings for each other is so different. You want to protect me and care for me and be there for me as only a friend can be. And I don’t want to be friends! I want you to hold me and love me, really love me, love me in ways only people who love each other can, people who can't live without each other can. And why??? Because I can’t live without you, because you are my first thought in the morning and my last thought before I go to bed. And because when I don't think about you my mind , my heart hurts, It hurts!!! And I can't live with that pain.- in the shadows7 (on bolt)

You contact with me almost every day and say hello. Every day you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend. It hurts to fall in love with a friend.

 You keep on hiding your feelings, avoiding it as much as possible, till you cry your heart out and express it randomly and from now on you have the fear of losing a friend.

Did you ever talk to your Good Friend  and then had to change the topic or look away, somehow had to hide the way you felt for them. Have you ever prayed the day would come you'd hear them say they felt it too. Did you ever love someone who never knew?